Oh boy, so last Tuesday I came to my photo class and all I had on me was my negative film and my professor came in telling me to put up some of my 5 photos, which sucked because I had none of my photos on me. There fore I asked him If I can make some up and then show him after I am done and he said yes. Then I went into the dark room and made up some of the photos I had from the last week and I showed it to my professor and he apparently liked them so much that he put them into a showcase. That was like the highlight of my day.

The weekend was hella relaxing, I went to play pool with friends on Friday night and came home and drank some then on Saturday night went clubbing to celebrate one of my friends birthdays and chilled out on Sunday. Tomorrow I might just skip my 2Dimensional design class to do some late spring cleaning and try and make some plans for this weekend.

I did not realize that people still actually come here, there fore I had decided to update it. Not much new, I didn’t really stop posting just because my boyfriend moved back. I actually stopped posting because not only did I think that there was no one reading, but the fact that I have been busy working part time yet going to school full time.

I have been working on my photography a bit more latley(mostly the black and white with film processing) and if you want to go take a look at it then you can go on my deviant account and look at some of it and watch out for the updates. I think I update my deviant fairly often at least more than this site.

I have also been trying to get stuff straight, my job fucked me over and not realized that I was making more than as opposed to how much I was making when I first started so I did not have federal taxes taken out of me for a year so I had to pay a lot. On top of that, some dumb fuck decided to steal my card information and my address information (i suppose we call that identity theft) and they bought plane tickets on behalf of my account from fucking burbank to seattle.. So I had to go change my numbers and file a claim against the dumb idiot..I think I have enough information with me to go and report it to the police.
But thats all for now. I’ll keep ya updated.

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! hopefully 2009 will be a great year, better than last.

WOOHOO!! I am done with my semester and I’m not going back in for another month, my bf moved back and i’m happy. I had an office party on Monday which wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be and then after words I went out with bf and friends to billiards , played some air hockey , went to get something to eat and went home. Thanks to christmas I had a day off from work so I got to sleep in and just relax. Spend some time with family, watched “The Dark Knight” for the first time today and let me say, it was a pretty good fucking movie. I thought people just say that because of the tragic accident wiwth heath ledger, but it was really good.

Merry christmas to everyone, it’s nice to see everybody celebrate christmas and my familys holidays are just beginning. yay me.

Oh gosh, I just wanna sleep in and go shop & hang out. I don’t want to work anymore and quiet frankly I don’t want to go to school anymore, but it has to be done. Infact I signed up for my next semester already. I have decided I am bored of Spanish, therefore I shall take up Italian. I heard they are pretty similiar so it shouldn’t be that hard..right?

Ah man, last night I was having such horrible chest pains. I have no clue what it was but I am still on a look out to see if it is going to come back since my chest still did not feel all normal yet today. It started at about 7ish PM and when I was going to bed around 1 AM I thought I’ll just sleep it off, next thing you know I wake up at 4AM with the sharpest pain in my chest and I couldn’t breathe. Thank goodness I feel better.

I have fucking papers due, finals coming up, interview tomorrow, and christmas shopping with my christmas party for my office coming up. Fuck I wish it wasn’t so cold so that I could be more active, this cold is slowing me down and putting a shit load of static into my hair >=( .

resilience and transilience are such strong words when they are put together and it’s another chapter in my life.

im really hating working at this point in my life and i’m so sick of it i would try and go job hunting again, but looking at the economy fall i really doubt that i will find anything that is somewhat decent…

oh well. on brighter side i’ve been trying this serum that i saw in the style magazine. I’ve been using it for maybe like 2 weeks and I think I can feel it working. I feel like my hair has gotten a bit longer &shinier and healthier and i mostly use it on the weekends because it makes your hair look greasy and a bit hard to wash out, but i should go try the spray or something. other than that, it is pretty good!

Well the weekend was great, Florida was fun, now I am back and just crap. I just got so car sick&plane sick yesterday when I was coming back that I hardly dragged myself into work. Then I was just sitting at work dizzy as fuck, feeling like I’m walking on water. Today I wokeup with my bladder hurting and couldnt go to class, had to go to the doctors to get medicine..of course even after telling her my periods normal every month and I actually just got it yesterday  she still decided to give me a pregnancy test. HEY! what do you know, I’m NOT pregnant..hahaha fucking surprise surprise..

Well after taking about 4 tylenol extra strengths and finally getting some antibiotics I really do feel better tonight, I’m just keeping my fingers crossed for tomorrow. That way I don’t have to struggle through my photolab on Thursday.. It fucking sucks I’m trying to get the best prints but everything in the darkroom is so much different than what I am actually used to and it’s so hard to go and do something under pressure..but thats life and I really need to get used to it.

I have a new obsession with artist named “Rebelution”. I’m stuck on their songs..I dont know why, but It helps me feel relaxed and all good.

Oh goodness, the winter is coming which means my semester is going to be over in like 2 months..Sucks balls because I haven’t even gotten a chance to do much stuff for my photography class and I need to stop farting around and actually get some work done. Even if that means going there on a Saturday, I am so doing it!! This is my passion , so I shouldn’t let anything or anyone get in my way.

Well next Friday I get to take a little break and go to Florida for the weekend and this is most likely my last time..I feel like I said that last time, but I really dont want to afford anymore Florida trips for at least more than 5 months work and school comes first !!

Well my life has been alright latley aside from just seeing my mom reading a sexual reflexology (sp?) book everything has been dandy..School is alright, I got an A- on one of my papers for class..and I’m having midterms coming up soon..time is flying by like no tomorrow. Soon it is going to be halloween, then its going to be nov 9, which im going to florida for the weekend because of my boyfriends birthday and then it’ll be december and hes going to be preparing to come back to NYC.

Work has been not too shabby, it still has its ups and downs. One of my co-workers is so fed up with it though that she is looking for another job really badly already. I feel bad for her, but since I’m not looking for a job to work at for the rest of my life I can’t put myself in her shoes quiet yet. Ugh what does kind of annoy me though is when I went to the hospital on friday to volunteer, the lady that works there was trying to give me the flower girls responsibility to go hand out the flowers to patients AFTER I made myself clear in the PAST that it really does make me feel uncomfortable seeing all the patients going through chemo and after they’ve had surgies for cancer and whatnot. It’s really heartbreaking and i sympathize with them, but it’s not something for  people like me ,who get freaked out when someone almost runs over a fucking pigeon. Anywhom on top of that I decided to come in even if I have a lousy cough because I am really not in direct contact with the patients and I wasn’t coughing that bad so I came in anyways, but when the girl was trying to tell me to go hand out the flowers I told her its not a good idea because I am coughing somewhat..Now she didnt really show it at first, but I can tell she got a little pissed off. On top of that when it was time for me to leave she said to me “next time if you have a cough don’t come in” ..Uh thank you for your sincerity when I take my time to go help you guys out even when I don’t feel that great.. Very lovely actually.

fuck these long weekdays have been just aggrevating, but this week it went by pretty fast thanks to all the jewish holidays & no school which means i got to work up so more hours at work but it’s never enough for me. I can see myself now in the future, being a workaholic unless i get married to a rich guy haha because there is never enough money for me.
although I did decide to sign up for my very own credit card and i got approved, woot woot, congrats inna. so I got it in the mail today and I already made my very own first credit card purchase, woohoo. I have 3 paychecks to pay it off so I think I SHALL be able to do  it..I believe in myself haha.

oh man, my sister went away for the weekend, she is coming back on monday. she went to massachusetts with her boyfriend to meet his family (i feeel a wedding coming up soon…HAHA not.) and her fucking cat has not been giving me normal sleep everytime she goes away. he keeps waking me up AT LEAST two times in middle ofnight or in the morning just because hes hungry and its sooooooooooo annoying i feel like throwing him out..but that is mean and it goes against my ASPCA support..so yeah. luckily though i went shopping with my mom today we spent over 100$ on make up..it was like 2 eyeliners, 3 eyeshadows, 1 blush, and 1 lipgloss…but its MAC what do you expect?Although i did get some nice colours ;] and im babbling so i’m going to shut up now!