life is full of surprises
Well it is now 2:23am and I am still up…I think it’s just one of those headaches that I have to sleep off because the motrin isn’t doing much good and I believe my body is more tired than I let it affect me, but I can tell by me feeling dizzy there fore I’ve come to the decision that I should go to sleep. I have to be at work at 10 am, what a shitty schedual..Leaving at 6pm. At least I get to choose my classes Wed so I should be able to work out a diff schedual. I might just have to start working Fridays =/ maybe when it comes down to my evaluation next week they will give me some kind of a raise.
Its been approximatley 6 hours since one of my best friends has told me she has breast cancer and it’s very depressing to hear. I mean I hear about it all the time in my office but when it is someone that you know It’s very shocking. Even if she said shes not worried much and even if she said that they caught it early so there wont be any intense chemo and even if she has not been the bestest/nicest best friend in the world she is my friend& I do feel bad for her.
I guess I should just not think about it for tonight and get some rest… On the other hand summer is ending , I was at the beach on saturday the wind &the sun was just not the same. This summer wasn’t even that hot now that sucks ass.. Feels like we go through the winter forever to just wait for the summer to begin and I’m still wating. Sunday I spent some time with the family , we went to get something to eat and went to see the gay Mummy movie and to finish off the day we got a lovely ticket hahaha…that was great.
I guess I’m all ready for school, I ordered a notebook with some folders from Juicy 
and my mommy also ordered me a new bag… Maybe some new clothes next weekend..hmm thats a story you’ll have to wait for haha
August 24th, 2008 at 11:35 pm
hope sleeping gets rid of the headache and your day goes good tomorrow
August 24th, 2008 at 11:44 pm
thank you!
August 27th, 2008 at 5:31 pm
Yes,if it is detected early eneough breast cancer is curable. Even women your age Inna should be getting yearly breast exams.
My mom died of breast cancer at 43,but many have died younger than her age. She fought a tough battle for 7 years until she developed pneumonia at the hospital,by then there was nothing more that the doctors could do for her. I wanted to go to the hospital(St. John’s on Queens Blvd)to say my final goodbye…..but was told to stay home and watch my younger brother(4 yrs old). My dad and older sister told me that it was something that I shouldn’t see(she was on life support machine)..she was able to scribble something on a piece of a paper minutes before,it was unreadable but it showed that she fought until the end.
At her wake it was standing room only. She was a poor woman materially but she made a huge difference in the neighborhood,her co-workers were all in a group praying(she was a seamstress)and she continued to work while she was undergoing chemo,operations,etc.
I remember very well looking at her bald head,hearing her coughing in the middle of the night,all the trips to see her doctors at various hospitals.
Sorry for such a long post Inna,my tears have dried up a long time ago,i am sorry if this brings tears to anybody reading this,time heals all pain.
August 27th, 2008 at 9:51 pm
Aww, i am so sorry to hear that Al =( thats very touching, the way you delineated her sounds like she was a woman full of courage and strength. I admire her for staying so strong.
August 28th, 2008 at 4:45 am
i figured a couple of months ago a little lump on my breats, and i cant descrive by words how scared i was … cause i thought its a breast cancer! thank goodness its not…. breast cancer is number one women’s enemy… and i feel sorry for your friend, all you got to do is SUPPORT her!
August 29th, 2008 at 6:58 pm
yep yep